I am so tired! I've been noticing my iron seems low again. I've got big nasty very dark bruises and I'm tired. Now I've got a bad cough, which I caught from my son, Joey. Add to all of this it's that time of the month.

It's days like today I wish they'd done a hysterectomy instead of just a tubaligation. I don't say that to make anyone feel like I think it's an easy procedure. I know it's not, but days like today make life very difficult. I'm at work and all I want to do is go home. I can't do that because we're only allowed 6 sick days per year. How does one call in sick or go home sick when they have their period? Seriously? First off, it's embarrassing and secondly, it seems like a cop out. I'm in serious pain and Advil only helps so much. Enough of my complaining.

I woke at 4:45 am again and made it to the gym by 6. I think this will work out nicely, once I get used to it. Monday I started keeping track of my calories. I entered my information to figure out how many calories/day I should be eating from this site. I've included the my calories per day below:

Maintenance - 2657
Fat Loss - 2126
Extreme Fat Loss - 1976

I'm working on day 3 of keeping track and I'm somewhere between Fat Loss and Maintenance. I know I can bring it down ever further, but I'm not stressing about it this week. I'm looking at this week as my trial week. The biggest part is to keep track of everything, then I'll work on getting my calories between Fat Loss and Extreme Fat Loss.

My friend Dany Leblanc C.H. recently updated Renaissance Hypnosis blog. He talks about keeping your motivation to exercise, which we all know can be the hardest part in a weight loss journey. You can view his blog here.

Walking: 1.18 miles / 1.9 km
Treadmill: 2.04 miles / 3.29 km / 338 cal / 40 minutes 50 seconds
Total: 3.22 miles / 5.19 km

Good Morning! I woke at 4:45 AM! I walked to the Fallowfield to catch the bus. I made it downtown and to the gym by 5:55. Unfortunately, the gym was locked out...again! I waited around for 25 minutes and then went to work and showered there. It was too cold to go for a walk and honestly after getting up at 4:45 I just didn't feel like it.

Walking: 1.18 miles / 1.9 km
So, I'm working with a new schedule now. I'm working 8-4 which means I've got to get up and go to the gym even earlier. This morning I was up and out of the house by 5:10. I still ended up on the bus I usually take because one of the buses broke down. Tomorrow I'll be getting up at ten to 5. I refuse to say the actual time as it's just too darn early!

UPPER BODY

Walking: 1.18 miles / 1.9 km
Elliptical: 0.55 / 84 calories / 6 minutes 41 seconds

Seated Row:
40 lbs x 12 reps
55 x 10
70 x 8
85 x 6
55 x 12

Chest Press:
40 lbs x 12 reps
55 x 10
70 x 12
85 x 6
70 x 12

Shoulder Press: Why is it so hard to do this machine? Shoulder Press is my Nemesis!
20 lbs x 12 reps
30 x 10
40 x 8
50 x 6
30 x 12

Lateral Pull Down:
40 lbs x 12 reps
70 x 10
85 x 8
100 x 6
70 x 12

Biceps Curl:
30 lbs x 12 reps
40 x 10
50 x 8
65 x 6
40 x 12

Triceps Extension:
30 lbs x 12 reps
40 x 12
50 x 10
65 x 6
40 x 12

Happy Friday! Last night while making tea, I found out that my husband bought chocolate chip cookies. As soon as I saw them I told my husband to put them in the top shelf and out of my face. I then spent the rest of the evening thinking about those damn cookies! I did NOT eat any!

Today I've been making good choices with my food. The more good stuff I choose the better I feel it seems. Now if I can just keep it up this weekend I'll be on my way!

Bike: 3.72 miles/1.88 km/15 minutes/5.98 km

LOWER BODY

Back Extension:
190 lbs x 12 reps
205 x 10
220 x 8
235 x 6
205 x 12

Leg Extension:
70 lbs x 12 reps
85 x 10
100 x 8
115 x 6
85 x 12

Leg Curl:
70 lbs x 12 reps
85 x 10
100 x 8
115 x 6
85 x 12

Leg Press:
150 lbs x 12 reps
170 x 10
190 x 8
210 x 12

Hip Adduction:
100 lbs x 12 reps
115 x 10
130 x 8
145 x 6
115 x 12

Hip Abduction:
100 lbs x 12 reps
115 x 10
130 x 8
145 x 6
115 x 12

I've received a lot of response from my last post. It's amazing when you put yourself out there and others respond positively. Thank you all for your support. I can't thank you all enough!

I made some healthy muffins last night. There isn't even any chocolate in them! I took a recipe for fruit and oatmeal muffins and kinda made it my own. They're pretty tasty. Plus I added flax and wheat germ so they're high in fiber.

I've had quite the eventful morning. I woke up at 5:15, got ready and had a couple minutes left before the bus arrived. Only it arrived a couple of minutes early so I missed it. I started walking to Fallowfield and saw the most amazing thing...an owl! Okay so, maybe not so amazing to most of you, but I've never seen an owl outside of the zoo. He was magnificent, his wing span must have been 5 feet. He was huge and so beautiful. I would have missed it if I had caught the bus on time.

I took the bus downtown and walked the couple of blocks to the gym. As I rounded the corner from Bank St to Queen St there was a crowd of people outside the gym. Apparently, the guy who has the key never showed and was unreachable! The gym normally opens at 5:30. I got there at 6:30, I only waited around fro 15 minutes and decided to drop my stuff off at work and take a walk.

The plan was to do my 5 km anyway. I did not make my 5 km, but I managed 4.2 in 45 minutes. Plus I walked to the bus station, so I've walked a lot today. Who knows I may end up walking home from the bus station again. I've walked either to or from the bus station 3 times so far this week!

Walking: 1.18 miles / 1.9 km
Walking: 2.6 miles / 4.2 km
Total Walking: 3.78 miles / 6.1 km

Isn't it said the first step is admitting you have a problem? I have a problem. I don't want to admit it. Who ever wants to admit they have a problem?

Hello! My name is Laura. I'm a chocoholic. When I'm in it, I don't care what the consequences are. I don't care how much I've eaten. And I almost always do it in private.

There. I've said it. Now you know. It's scary putting this out in cyberspace, but how else am I going to change?

I'm taking steps to help myself get over this addiction. I talked to my husband and we're not going to keep any chocolate in the house for a few weeks. I need it out of site and out of reach. The other thing I am doing is thinking of chocolate and junk food as toxins, as being poisonous to my body. Sometimes, it's all about the mindset.

Today's workout was good. I decided to start with my Triceps and Biceps. Guess what? I still suck on those machines! HA! So, at least now I know it's not because my arms are tired from the other machines, I just need to work on those muscles more.

Rowing Machine: 15 minutes 05 seconds / 2530 meters / 1.57 miles

UPPER BODY

Triceps Extension:
30 lbs x 12 reps
40 x 12
50 x 10
65 x 6
40 x 12

Biceps Curl: I really need to work on increasing my weights. I found 65 lbs very challenging.
30 lbs x 12 reps
40 x 10
50 x 8
65 x 6
40 x 12

Chest Press:
40 lbs x 12 reps
55 x 10
70 x 8
85 x 6
55 x 12

Shoulder Press: Why is it so hard to do this machine? My friend has a lot of trouble with it too.
20 lbs x 12 reps
30 x 10
40 x 8
50 x 6
30 x 12

Seated Row:
40 lbs x 12 reps
55 x 10
70 x 8
85 x 6
55 x 12

Lateral Pull Down: This was fairly easy and I will add weight next time
40 lbs x 12 reps
55 x 10
70 x 10
85 x 8
70 x 12

Ab Machine:
30 lbs x 12 reps
40 x 10
50 x 8
65 x 6
40 x 12

Bent Knee Raises: 12 reps

Crunches: 2 sets of 12 reps

Side Bends: 25 lbs x 12 reps/side

Oblique Twist Crunches: 12 reps/side

Happy St. Patrick's Day!

AND

Happy Anniversary to my husband Ben and I!

Today is a great day! I broke my record! I did it! I reached a goal! I did 5 km in 55 minutes and 24 seconds! WOOT!

So, my eating while at work has improved, but I'm still struggling with eating at home. I don't understand why I'm sabotaging myself at home. The worst part is I know it's wrong when I'm doing it. I think I need to find an evening snack that works for me.

Again this week my goal is to stop eating by 8 pm. Last night I managed 8:45 and I did stay up later than I normally would. I was even more active at home last night. I folded our giant mountain of laundry. I went pile by pile and eventually folded and put away most of our laundry.

Riley was up a lot again last night and this morning. I slept in later than usual and missed the bus by 30 seconds. So, I walked to Fallowfield. Oh and I'm not wearing my winter jacket anymore! YAY! I wore a hooded sweater and my GEMS vest. Still wearing my winter boots, I totally need to get some shoes this weekend!

Walking: 1.18 miles / 1.9 km
Treadmill: 3.31 miles / 5.33 km / 60 minutes 24 seconds / 581 calories
5 km in 55 minutes 24 seconds

I won the St. Patty's Day Contest in my office! Here is a picture in my 83 green things!


I didn't get a chance to post yesterday so I'm on including details of my workout.

Treadmill: 1.17 miles/1.88 km/23 minutes/176 calories/2% incline

LOWER BODY

Back Extension: Easy, I'll add weights next time
145 lbs x 12 reps
160 x 10
175 x 8
190 x 6
205 x 12

Leg Extension: Difficult
70 lbs x 12 reps
85 x 10
100 x 8
115 x 6
85 x 12

Leg Curl: Difficult
70 lbs x 12 reps
85 x 10
100 x 8
115 x 6
85 x 12

Leg Press: This was only semi-difficult because of the strain with the previous two machines
110 lbs x 12 reps
130 x 10
150 x 8
170 x 12

Hip Adduction:I think the weights on these two machines are good for now, not east, but it's not too hard either.
85 lbs x 12 reps
100 x 10
115 x 8
130 x 6
100 x 12

Hip Abduction:
85 lbs x 12 reps
100 x 10
115 x 8
130 x 6
100 x 12
Buon giorno! It's cold but the SUN is shining! It's a beautiful day and the weather is only going to get warmer.

I did not work out yesterday, but last night I played Dance Dance Revolution with my GEMS. That is a hard game, but a load of fun! My friend bought me an azalea bush for my wedding anniversary that is coming up on St. Patty's Day.

This morning I worked out hard-core! The elliptical still hurts my feet, but I pushed through and made it just over a mile. At one point I was going over 11 mph. My feet hurt so badly but I was determined to make it that mile.

Afterward, I worked on my upper body. I am definitely seeing where my strengths and weaknesses are.

Elliptical: 1.07 miles / 1.72 km / 13 minutes / 180 calories

Seated Row:
40 lbs x 12 reps
55 x 10
70 x 8
85 x 6
55 x 12

Chest Press:
40 lbs x 12 reps
55 x 10
70 x 8
85 x 6
55 x 12

Lateral Pull Down: This was fairly easy and I will add weight next time
40 lbs x 12 reps
55 x 10
70 x 10
85 x 8
70 x 12

Shoulder Press: Why is it so hard to do this machine? My friend has a lot of trouble with it too.
20 lbs x 12 reps
30 x 10
40 x 8
50 x 6
30 x 12

Biceps Curl: I really need to work on increasing my weights. I found 65 lbs very challenging.
30 lbs x 12 reps
40 x 10
50 x 8
65 x 6
40 x 12

Triceps Extension:
30 lbs x 12 reps
40 x 12
50 x 10
65 x 6
40 x 12

Ab Machine:
65 lbs x 12 reps

Bent Knee Raises:
12 reps

Crunches:
20 reps

Side Bends: 12 reps/side

Oblique Crunches: 10 reps/side


Buenos días mis amigos! The weather is warmer today. It would be nice if the sun was out too, but I'll take what I can get.

Last night I didn't eat after 8 pm, BUT I did eat chocolate. I have a weakness for dark chocolate and mint. I finished the box. So, that didn't go very well, but I didn't have anything else. Usually I have a big snack at night like nachos or a bag of popcorn. Tonight will be better, there's no more mint chocolates left.

Last night I fell asleep on my husband before 9:30. He kept waking me up telling me to go to bed. Finally, I got up, packed my gym bag and made my lunch. All I wanted to do was crawl into bed, but I knew if I did I wouldn't go to the gym. I'm so glad I took the time last night. It made this morning was so much easier to get up and go.

At the gym, I did a whole hour on the treadmill! I even managed some running. I must say I'm starting to understand why people do it. There is such a wonderful feeling you get from running! I walked most of the hour but really pushed it the last 15 minutes. It's easier to run after walking for so long.

Last Friday I was introduced to belly dancing. I really love it! I'm looking into joining a class. I'm hoping to find one starting in the summer when GEMS is over. That way I'll still only have something that takes me out of the house once a week.

Tomorrow is upper body day!

CARDIO

Treadmill: 3.16 miles (5.08 km) / 60 minutes 34 seconds / 449 calories

Well, it's been over a week since my last workout. It's frustrating the cycles we end up in. Riley still isn't sleeping well at night which means I'm not sleeping well at night. So, I stay home, sleep in just that little more. I'm still tired all day, but to try and drag myself out of bed at 5 am, just wasn't happening.

Last night I made sure to wash my gym clothes, pack most of my bag and put my lunch together. I stayed up way too late (I blame the time change) and Riley woke up a lot throughout the night.

I got out of bed about 5:20, missed my bus at 5:40 and left about 5:55. I walked to Fallowfield to catch the bus and I walked from the gym to work. The bus was so packed! Everyone is rude, including myself. I'm standing with this huge gym bag and wonder where people think I can put the bag to get out of their way. I can think of a very non-polite place to put it. My point is that it's a hard way to start the day. March 16th can't come soon enough. That's the day all buses are back on the road which means I can take the express!

After the bus ride I must say my heart was not in working out. I only stayed on the treadmill for 20 minutes, but I managed a mile. I worked on my lower body. I didn't push myself today. Tomorrow I will push harder.

I came to the realization today that I have to get serious about my weight control. In fact it's time to get my weight under control! I've been going to the gym since October and lost no real weight. How ridiculous is that?

Dee, I'm taking your advice... The biggest change I'm making this week is: No eating after 7 pm. This is going to be very difficult for me, but I think will make the biggest difference. I can make it through the day eating healthy, but at night, it's been a real challenge.

I will keep you up to date on my progress. have a great day!

CARDIO

Walking: 1.18 miles (1.9 km)
Treadmill: 1.01 miles (1.62 km)

LOWER BODY

Back Extension: 175 lbs
Leg Extension: 85 lbs
Leg Curls: 85 lbs
Leg Press: 210 lbs
Hip Adduction: 100 lbs
Hip Abduction: 100 lbs
Abs: 40 lbs

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